tik tak tik tak its past noon, 12:45 to be more exact and i am still wondering what else i could do aside from thinking..nah! its another day of waiting for things to happen and unfold to my very eyes. I do hope that miracles do exist in our time and i am, as usual very positive about this long wait were in..time has come to pass and things are different now.
being in a new place is like a taste of a newly opened sparkling wine..light, bubbly, sweet. i look around and things look pretty familiar. clouds (check) sunlight (check) flowers, trees, grass, soil, rocks (check) thank goodness its all here! these are all what i wanted. every morning as my cheeks were touched by the morning sun, i utter the simplest prayer i have in my heart. then i go on with my day shiny and bright. (even it it's gloomy outside- it doesn't matter)
as we near the end of the month november..i cant help but to ask, why are we going so strong yet steadfastly tripping over the ground? i thought that things which are strong couldn't be hurt and fall? i thought that when we're together nothing could go wrong? i thought that when sun's up and shining you wont experience darkness and pain? i thought we are unbreakable.
i cry.
i ask.
i beg.
what else could've be done?
circles are then my route in crying, asking, begging. and there is nothing else i can do. getting over with things we can't control is like asking a million question to an infant. both of you could be wrong. nor could both be right after all. thing is to go. to finally let go.
i could only do as much.
that is why i will call this wait: over.
About Me
- Clair Jen
- loves to laugh and to cry, ambitious and simple, to hold on and to let go, to give and to have, to think, feel, love and be numb..to dream and not to close my eyes for a sleep.. about me is,the ironies the world has to offer..though looking at it half full rather than half empty..that's me.
